why so serious?

i'm so dead. ok well not really YET. i sort of sorted things out on what to do next for my FYP progression. just need to get it done NOW. will be working full shift for fri & sat. so guess i barely have the time. sun will be on a date with mr. boyfriend. 2012 here we come! so guess i have to chiong starting mon.

had consultation with ferdi on wed, i'm so lost right now, i wasted a week of doing nothing already. okay i blame myself for slacking too much. but now i'm back on track. 2 more weeks before crit 2. i don't want to get all nervous. just gonna give what i have. ferdi said that the concept i have right now would only get me a B. i feel like saying to him "do you think i care so much about the grade, i just want to pass & get the hell out of school already!" & he even suggest that i should stop working & focus on FYP for this 4mths. well ferdi i would LOVE to do that but you see, i can't, i'm not like the rest of my classmates, who probably still get allowance from their parents. you don't know my situation & why i HAVE to work.

but hey i've been working all this while & i manage my time well. it's just FYP, you have the tendency to slack more. but WAKE UP, time to focus. time to get it DONE. time to get my ideas GOING! i can do this, i can do this. by MONDAY i'm so going to burn my midnight oil. this is the last & final project, to think of it, i can't afford to screw it right now!

e-v-o-l

credits to afiq http://afiq.wordpress.com/

happiness is a tablet

2 Days of working full shift 12-11PM, sleeping at 3AM waking up at 10AM, my body is so shag. i had no weekends for 2 weeks already! i should be going to sleep now, yet i'm not. consultation of FYP has yet begun. that's my life now. work & school, work & school. awaiting tomorrow to finally meet mr boyfriend. & sunday date. & that 6/12 sentosa outing to be confirmed. well not so bad right? if you watch SI don't forget she is lucky no.3 this week. keep her in the competition & i will be able to see next week spectaculars live *wink*. OK OK i will start doing my FYP exploration & experimentation now.

13 is my lucky number.

so it rain heavily, with thunder & dark dark skies. guess i have to wait for next week to go swimming like a fish. nothing much for now just taking a rest this few days to think about the concept for my project brief. but i'm hardly doing any thinking haha.

consultation with ferdi will be as usual next week. but next week ONWARDS, work needs to get done & progress need to be show. i will be more serious next week onwards, i promise! haiz the agony of it to think that we only have till feb to complete everything for final display & assessment. honestly i can't wait to graduate. i'm so getting tired of being in school. i'm just going to get this final & last project over & done with to gain me a good grade. then sayonara!

this whole week have been such a boring boring week. & not to mention i need to get more sleep . sleeping late till the wee hours is not helping, but i can't fall to sleep that easily this days, that is why i want to start swimming again so that my body will be all workout & gets tired so it can help me to fall asleep. hopefully. anyway the boyfriend have been so busy this whole week with his CCN day & his button business. flea market lah, pile of orders etc. etc. most of our conversation have run dry for the time being aside from me listening to him feeling so excited about the orders coming in etc. etc. not saying that i'm not happy for him but i hope he plan a really good date to make it up to me somehow. or am i just a hopeless romantic being hopeful? but i've been behaving myself well enough not start any arguements but just go with the flow of things. well i'm not the clingy type anyway. plus i have better things to think & worry about.

next week will be the start of my first lesson for my driving practical. i'm not sure if i'm excited about it. just another phrase to go through. december is coming up, i don't know if i will be excited about turning 23. i've yet to do some shopping, i've yet to go & catch some of the movies. not to mention NEW MOON will premiere soon. other then that my life is pretty much on a monotone. & please don't talk about holidays.

when someone said count your blessings now, for they're long gone. i guess i just didn't know how, i was all wrong.

rain rain go away.

i want to go swimming so so badly. but the weather this days. argh! hoping friday will be all blue skies & sunshine. but even if its not, i'm still soOoO going for a swim. like a fish. like a fish. & yeah crit1 went well, i was the first to start off the presentation. what luck. but i manage & survive it so moving on to the next step, preparing everything, experimenting, exploring before crit2 which will be in 3 more weeks. crazy largh!

tired with a capital T.

im very tired. mind, body & soul. FYP is torturing me to bits. crit 1 is just around the corner. so much to prepare, not to mention how i suck at giving presentations. so i decided that i should pamper myself with body shop products. it has been a while since i bought anything from body shop, but now i feel like it's a priority for me to pamper myself after all the hard work. i'm becoming a woman? plus it helps calm my mind. anyway now i smell like wild cherry. & nothing beats a good night sleep after pampering youself with body shop body lotion. good night blogger, facebook, twitter & you.

p/s: pls vote for sylvia ratonel for SG idol! thank you. yeah don't you know i'm an sg idol noob now! but hey she's a TP alumni. & she jolly WELL can bloody hell SING you blind & deaf mofos! remember we looking for a national icon. not just ANYONE who can sing & just want that limelight.